Mum.. it’s Christmas Eve, our 1st Christmas without you 😪 I’ve been out today & bought you a lovely Christmas Sheaf & 2 Red Roses 🌹🌹 to place on your grave tomorrow ( Christmas Day ) 1 from myself & Phil & the other from Paige, Jamie & Scott. It’s been a hard few months without you & I know tomorrow is going to be extra hard but we’re going to light candles for you too, as always we have fresh flowers in the house next to your photograph. I know you’re now my heavenly Angel looking down on me all the time, we all love & miss you so much especially me Mum 😘❤️❤️❤️ Xxxxx

Missing you so very much Mum. They say time is a great healer.. how wrong could they be, not a day goes by where I don’t think of you & wish you were still here with me, selfish I know as I didn’t want you to suffer anymore but I also didn’t want to lose you & know that i’ll never be able to hug you or kiss you again, but I have my memories and hold them tight in my heart, love you forever, your Wendy xxxxxxxxxxx

Mum, i’ve been to see you today as I do daily, had to remove your flowers from us today as they were starting to look a bit dismal & I didn’t want to leave them there looking like that but have ordered some new ones which should be here next couple of days so your grave will look beautiful once again. While I was there today having our usual chat a feather dropped down beside me which I have left on your grave, so I know you are looking down on me & watching over me, it still doesn’t feel real & I think I’m going to wake up & it’s been a bad dream, I miss you more than you could possibly know, always in my heart you will stay, love you always, your Wendy xxxxxxxx